Sunday 19 February 2012
I'm Gonna Give All My Secrets Away....
Age 18 years. Location-Somewhere in the US. Purpose of this blog- to figure myself out.
Let me give you a brief introduction. I'm an 18 year old College Girl who has seen a lot of things, l love to party, l love attention and l am a Pretty Girl (by public standard). I'm not a beauty queen but l do have natural good looks and that is the fact of it, you don't have to believe me and personally l wouldn't blame you. Every thing that l am going to write is true and accurate, you don't have to believe me but l do ask that you respect me. If you don't like what you read then feel free to not read it but this is what it is. L am not some attention seeking ho, all l want is to just figure out myself out that's all.
I decided to start writing this blog because as l look at myself l see two different people. I'm the girl you see in the club in the sexy little dress, sipping on a drink that l didn't buy. I do go around with the college athletes and popular guys. l like party it up, down cups of strong Russian vodka and give HEAD! I actually want to get a stripper pole and take some lessons. Yeah l said it, l give SuperHead somehow l just got a gift and l do like to give head and l enjoy it! :) On the other hand lm the girl in the front row of the calculus class, lm a Biochemistry major and l am part of the Honors Program, lm a humanitarian and l love going to church.
Now the problem is that which one of these two is the real me. On one hand l want to be the girl in the video in the video shaking my ass and giving the sexy stare, watched and desired my guys all over the world. On the other hand l want to be the independent Woman walking down the road with my expensive bags and shoes. I want to be the Boss Lady who commands respect. Can l be both, can l lead a life where l am both of these things?
The main reason l started asking myself these question was because of the relationships l have with people, either friends or boyfriends. I have been the Main girlfriend, the side chick, the hook-up, the bootycall and of course my least favorite the "Undercover Black Mistress" (for a couple of white dudes who caught a case of jungle fever but didn't want the world to know.) I realized that in these relationships l am one of these two personalities and l feel that something has to give!
So l love to write and decided hey why not share this journey with people who are willing to listen.
Okay over the next few days, months, years, decades how ever long this blog is going to last l will detail my relationships and friendships and hey we will see how it goes.
So watch out people, it's about to get a little steamy, dirty and sometimes sad on this blog.
Im going to add One Republic's "Secrets" because l love the song and l feel that it is fitting to the situation.
Let me give you a brief introduction. I'm an 18 year old College Girl who has seen a lot of things, l love to party, l love attention and l am a Pretty Girl (by public standard). I'm not a beauty queen but l do have natural good looks and that is the fact of it, you don't have to believe me and personally l wouldn't blame you. Every thing that l am going to write is true and accurate, you don't have to believe me but l do ask that you respect me. If you don't like what you read then feel free to not read it but this is what it is. L am not some attention seeking ho, all l want is to just figure out myself out that's all.
I decided to start writing this blog because as l look at myself l see two different people. I'm the girl you see in the club in the sexy little dress, sipping on a drink that l didn't buy. I do go around with the college athletes and popular guys. l like party it up, down cups of strong Russian vodka and give HEAD! I actually want to get a stripper pole and take some lessons. Yeah l said it, l give SuperHead somehow l just got a gift and l do like to give head and l enjoy it! :) On the other hand lm the girl in the front row of the calculus class, lm a Biochemistry major and l am part of the Honors Program, lm a humanitarian and l love going to church.
Now the problem is that which one of these two is the real me. On one hand l want to be the girl in the video in the video shaking my ass and giving the sexy stare, watched and desired my guys all over the world. On the other hand l want to be the independent Woman walking down the road with my expensive bags and shoes. I want to be the Boss Lady who commands respect. Can l be both, can l lead a life where l am both of these things?
The main reason l started asking myself these question was because of the relationships l have with people, either friends or boyfriends. I have been the Main girlfriend, the side chick, the hook-up, the bootycall and of course my least favorite the "Undercover Black Mistress" (for a couple of white dudes who caught a case of jungle fever but didn't want the world to know.) I realized that in these relationships l am one of these two personalities and l feel that something has to give!
So l love to write and decided hey why not share this journey with people who are willing to listen.
Okay over the next few days, months, years, decades how ever long this blog is going to last l will detail my relationships and friendships and hey we will see how it goes.
So watch out people, it's about to get a little steamy, dirty and sometimes sad on this blog.
Im going to add One Republic's "Secrets" because l love the song and l feel that it is fitting to the situation.
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